a DaY iN a LiFe oF.......

Its been a while....

2004-10-24T15:40:00.001-07:00

Hello!!!!!! Yeah yeah yeah. I know its been a while. A very long one. But who cares eh? Nobody is even reading my blog. The only audience i have is that special lady that still lives at Upper Serangoon. Yes its still her. I know some of you guys think I am a Chi Ko Pek, I admit I am, but I am faithful though. Since now my vision of girls has been cut down from 1 million to one, not that I am complaining, to just one special one, I will turn all my perverted energy on her. hehe. But please don't think I am taking advantage of her cos the moment I show off a small portion of my mystical energy on her, a small but deadly hand comes up to swat me anywhere. You name it and chances are I have been hit there before. =) But I really don't mind cos I have her... Forever!!!!!!! WOO HOO!!!!!!! Siao already! I love you dearie! =) Ok lets not start with where we left off. Instead why not start what happen recently. Just realised that my attachment is coming to an end. I am gonna miss the nice ppl over there. Maybe miss the ulu place. But definitely not gonna miss the work load. Keep coming home feeling really tired. But starting from tom onwards, my lab is gonna have one newbie from don't know which poly. hehe. Yes yes. A newbie. Don't know if its gonna be a he or she or he/she. Either one i don't care. All i know is that we are gonna have one new football kaki, i hope. Anyway, I just finished scrubing the toilet and vacuum the floor and somehow this events have given some precious private time to myself. And what do you know, all my thoughts were based on our relationship. hehe. You know, this week has been a really emotional one for me. Lets leave it as something was happening in my family. And I was really feeling rather worried. Do you know who came by my side to comfort me? Its my dearie of course. So thankful to have her in life. I just needed someone to comfort me and there she was always willing to be my pillar of support. Wanna say thank you so very much to her! Don't know what to do without her. THANK YOU!!! Don't know why but I missed her so very much when I woke up this morning and the feeling is still there. Guess I gotta tahan till tom where we are gonna try get tickets to her other bf's movie. The one that has Jason Behr on it. haha. Not jealous. hehe. Just hope that the movie will flop! hahaha. nah just joking. Well i was just thinking just now, comparing how I felt when I was still single and now when attached. When I was still single and in sec sch, if a couple were to be together for more than 6 months or so, I would always consider it to be a very long time. But now, when I am in one myself, 7 months is chicken shit. (Ops sorry) I mean chicken feet. Like what my dearie posted in her blog, it feels as if i knew her for a very long time but 7 months just past us like that. To be honest, it was all smooth sailing we do have our melt downs but at the end of the day, we still need each other to be by each others side. I need her. Alot. Gonna have to start saving up for my life ahead. We kinda have plans for the future. and hopefully we will still be together then. Well this is how our plan go. First we start saving up for our overseas education. She'll be working and i am gonna go and Serve And F*** off (SAF). If we are still together then, we are gonna try get in the same school. But before that, hopefully we can get engaged. So maybe we can share an apartment together. Hehe. Plan until so far eh? but i guess we do it because everything feel so very right now. Just praying it stays that way. My only fear is that we have to go our separate ways. Don't ever want that to happen cos I have promised so much and to tell you the truth its promises that i can never complete till the end of time. =) Oh man everybody is home now. So paiseh. Maybe i'll continue more on this topic tonight. Pai seh to let them see. If you guys read its ok cos i don't have to see your faces every single day. If so, it would only be for a while. Ok lets move on to what happen yesterday. Jasmine's kitty was spayed yesterday cos she was going around having tons and tons of sex with all the male cats in the neighbourhood. Nasty eh? It gets worst. She got pregnant. So yesterday we had to send her to the vet for an abortion. I think it would be cruel to let those kittens be born and then have to endure a life of suffering and unpredictability. But it was really sad too. But i didn't want my dearie to know. Got to be macho mah. haha. It was for the best. When mimi (jas's cat) came home, she had to wear a collar to prevent her from licking herself. (Man that sounds perverted) So poor thing but funny at the same time cos she tumbled around like nobody's business. But it was still a pitiful sight. Don't worry dearie. She is gonna be ok and she is gonna be her kpo self once more. Damn kpo i must add. =) Think i better get back to work. Still missing her. very very very much. A few shout outs before i go. To the class of cp 0203, exams are coming. Study hard and good luck!! Don't worry, everything is gonna be ok. To Dayan and Yuni, I GOT SOME!!!!!! hehe. no lah. She is gonna hit me if she knows what this means. To the class of mb0203, guys we are coming home, baby! Its been a while eh? We are gonna catch up soon. For one last semester. Lets enjoy each others company. AIK! Ok see you guys soon. I LOVE YOU VERY VERY VERY MUCH DEARIE. Study hard! You can do it! MUACK! Till tom. =)

Its been a while....

2004-10-24T15:40:00.000-07:00

NaTiOnAl DaY!!!! YeAh HoLiDaY!!!

2004-08-09T08:38:00.000-07:00

Hei guys!!!! Surprised to see me update my blog today? Well today is one day i would love to remember for the rest of my short life. It started out with my gf planning to bring her brothers, Jeremy and Jaren, out for something but we don't know when. Then suddenly my dearie told me that that day would be national day. So today started off with me going down to cineleisure to buy tickets for I, robot at 1.10pm. Phew, got a middle row luckily. Wow!! It was really fun bringing her bros out. But the part where i had to carry like 2 jumbo hotdogs, 1 nacho cheese, and 2 bottle of ice lemon teas alone is no joke man. I almost toppled everything in the cinema but with my cat like actually more like pig like reflexes, i put everything down on the ground first and carrying them via 2 trips. haha but its really really funny. Imagine a pig carrying all the food he can get in his arms and trying not to let anything spill.
Oh before i continue, do you guys notice something? I have included paragraphs cos someone by the name of Kelvin Ler Wei Liang told me that it was very hard to read. This blog is dedicated to him. hehe. The movie was really really nice. Don't know which idiot told me that the movie stinked. Anyway, at the end of the movie, dearie was calling me sunny, the robot cos i looked like him b cos of my round head. Soon we headed down to pastamania for lunch where we were begging Jaren to take Neo print with us. But we, as in Jaren and me, had to go to the washroom first. And it was here that you can see that Jeremy is really nice to his bro. He bought Jaren a Transformer for his bro. So we took neo prints and then rushed back home to catch the parade. On, the way home, we bought 2 tubs of ice cream and we destroyed one tub in a matter of mins. Its really good stuff. We then proceeded with watching s'pore idol. Man oh man. Its really funny shit. Stupid lemon tree song but he's a good sport, i guess. Snow bell, Jas's cat, was really crazy tonight. She was on a biting and scratching spree. She was on a mission to eat my arm and socks.
Silly cat! But we all love her so very much. I really love my dearie so much too! Can't wait for Thurs but today made the both of us really broke but it was all worth it. Just as long everyone enjoyed themselves thoroughly. I really wish and pray that things will go our way. I want her. I really do. I am working and giving this relationship my all. We'll walk together hand in hand hopefully forever. LOVE YOU LOTS MY DEAR!!!!!!!! Hei its super late already. Think i better start going off to bed. Nite ppl.

Hei there! Long time no see!

2004-08-01T02:23:00.000-07:00

Hei there ppl! Thought it was finally time to update my blog. Well to me, i think i update my blog like how often i cut my hair. And that is about every three months. Hei its not my fault man. Been busy with lots of things. And sometimes when i reached home early, i don't even feel like staring at the computer and noting down what happened in the day because for me everyday has been the same for the past three months. Its like i have been stuck in a time vortex that makes me relive one particular day over and over again. Oh well, actually i have nothing to complain so much about. There are others out there toiling harder and tougher than me. I don't know man. Its like this past few days i have been feeling down in the dumps and its not because of my dearie, she's the motivation for me actually, but i think its because of lack of sleep. All i can remember from these past few days was that i kinda exploded one night due to something rather small. I kinda exploded "in front" of boss and dearie. And its got nothing to do with them. The reason was because my internet connection was cut off temporarily while i was chatting to them online. That was some freeky shit cos its so so minor. Oh well what followed the next day was that i fell sick. But i kinda still went to NUS to collect samples and then headed back to NYP for a whole day of experiments that left leon and me stranded in the labs with no food and water. Felt terrible at the end of the day. Hehe. You know what? I didn't tell my dearie the whole time till i was finally back home. Didn't wanna worry her. Well let me let you all in on a secret. Everytime when i am in pain or feel terrible, the first person i would tell is my dearie. Hehe. You guys should know why. She will sayang sayang here, sayang sayang there till you can practically get sayang back to heaven. Well its true. Tried and personally tested by me. It feels so nice to have someone there to hold you and comfort you when you are down and feeling out. Hehe. I FEEL SO LOVED!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH DEARIE!!! CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU!!! MISSING YOU LIKE CRAZY TOO!!!!!! Hehehehehe! So shiok! Anyway back to my story. I didn't tell her that day cos like i said i didn't want her to worry. I thought it was nothing. That night i had one of the worst sore throat ever. So i couldn't give her a call. Instead we smsed like crazy like last time before i would dare call her. I just realised that time flies super duper fast. Its now gonna be our fifth month soon. I am truly blessed. WOW!!!!!!!! SO HAPPY!!!!!!!! Well that night, acting like a macho man, i didn't wanna go to a doctor because i don't need someone to tell me that i am sick for a fee of 22 dollars. But i finally give in. Really cannot tahan. The next day, my dearie was so sweet as to visit me and we tried watching ju on vcd but my vcd player kinda died on us. My player was old and it finally retired before we could finish watching the movie. But the day was fun. Although i couldn't talk much. I was too sedated by my medication. The following day, i pushed myself out of bed and to school, still feeling like....like......like..... well to tell you all the truth, i felt like shit. But it was all good cos i got to send my dearied home to collect her stuff before heading to the mrt. Now this the highlight of the week. Yesterday was my brother's birthday. Went with my dearie after "forcing" her. I had a wonderful time that night but at half way through, i practically lost my voice. I tried screaming and screaming but nothing comes out. hehe it was the best experience ever. I was practically shouting vulgarities at ah bengs but nobody hears me. Well actually someone head. Man she was the most beautiful thing i laid my eyes upon. Yet she had this bruttish and evil look to her. No offence dear. Well she was actually my dearie herself. She kept pinching me so hard and i tried to scream but nothing came out. hehe so bloody cool! Hei you know what i just realised that my dearie has changed from smacking me with her steely hand to pinching me. Why? Hmm maybe its because i am losing all my fats. And she loves me to be fat. So i think she pinches whatever she cans before all the fat runs out. haha. But actually i know i'm not losing weight. Don't know why ppl say i do. Oh well i am not complaining. Today nothing happened. Stayed home doing my report. Should finish it soon. Gonna go off now not before giving my shout outs to certain ppl.
To LC, i know you don't even know i have a blog, i would like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! Take lots of care man.
To all you all out there, take lots of care. Play hard, study hard. MUST remember to balance them up.
To my dearie, Thank You so much for everything. LOVE YOU LOTS!! Hope to see you soon.

Guess who is finally back....

2004-07-11T05:14:00.000-07:00

To all the ppl out there reading this.........WASSUP!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am back after being offline for quite sometime. Its really been a while cos of my involvement in the freshmen orientation and all. I didn't really have time for my Jasmine as well as my family too. I am really sorry, my loved ones but its just because of my obligations as a member of the prestigious (YEAH RIGHT. Total nonsense =)) committee. Well if I didn't have conscience I would have walk away from all of this in a few seconds flat. But actually after organising the freshmen orientation together with Leon as well as all the rest the committee, I felt a sense of accomplishment.....but I don't think I will ever do something like this again unless I think I have lots of time on my hand. Its really a roller coaster ride. I think in the process of all this I have neglected my loved ones. I am really really sorry. I promise I will find more time for all of you. Now I would like to thank every single one of you who have made the event a success. Can't do it without all of you. But I am very sure you guys can do it without me. I think I am the weakest link. Oh well, now is not the right time for regrets. Just have to push on for a while longer before I can finally hang up my post. I can't wait. Right after my freshmen orientation, Leon and me had to prepare for our first project assessment. Wa lau totally stressed man. One event after another. Hai ya. Just got to suck it up. Its the final year of my poly life, I will give it my all. This presentation we had to give was on a thursday. And when the day came, I was really nervous cause there were a few final modifications to the slides before I can present it. Once inside the room with all the lecturers looking at us, we gave it our all and we think we did a great job. Soon after the ordeal was over, my silly but really sweet dearie smsed me to wish me goodluck as well as to say sorry for smsing late. He he he. I wasn't expecting my dearie to be awake in the first place. Yet alone sms. Thanks alot dearie. I love you so much. Soon after she thought I was angry because of this. No I wasn't. It was just that we just got scolded for not keeping the fume hood clean and we were told to clean it. In the process of cleaning it, we spilled the contents of it on the floor. The contents contained a carcinogenic dye so the both of us were shell shocked. We didn't really know what to do. In the process, we made a very nice lab technician super angry. Man, I am really really sorry for all the nonsense that we put you through. The dye got onto our shoes and all. I hope its ok for all of us. Just worried that we would get cancer and all. Haha. Silly me. Actually right now after finding my dearie, I am not ready to leave this world yet. Now is seriously not the time for it. I have yet to make my dearie the luckiest girl in the world. Even if I did, I still wanna make her happy hopefully till the end of time. I used to think life was not at all important. I think that was why I used to scratch myself with a pencil or a piece of sharp aluminium from a piece of can. I scratched myself, writing my name and all. Its just a source of release for me. In a way to tell me that we have a purpose in life and not to work from 9 to 5. Now I kinda have Jasmine to do all that. So in a way she is my sharp object. Oh man, I really can't believe I am writing all this mushy stuff here. I am feeling really pai seh now. haha. Oh well must tahan. On wed, I did something really stupid to make my dearie upset. I wish I can reverse the time and play back the situation. I think I can put things right. I am really really sorry. See dearie, I told you you got a lousy guy as a bf. But too bad dear, I am staying put. Really guilty for it. Then we head onto Friday. Actually I wasn't suppose to be out with Jasmine but somehow I found myself being really lucky and was able to send her home not before going out to hougang mall to have dinner. We were so fortunate as to see a pasar malam close by. Soon I thought I had to send her home cos she needs to collect her tae kwon do equipment before heading of for classes. However, Jas felt really tired and decided to skip class. Yeah! More time for me. Woo hoo! So we spent more time walking around and buying lots of makan for her family members. Soon after, we headed home but not before confirming what time to meet up with her the next day. Well the next day, I was really looking forward to seeing her but she came just a tad late and my gastric was working up abit. But everything was alright. We then like what my dearie wrote in her blog we played badminton till we went crazy. It was really great to meet up with the gang after quite some time. Well I think that is all gonna relax and finally give my sister some support by watching her programme. Chio for now! Not before giving my cupcake lots of hugs and kisses! MUACK! HUG! Love you!

Feeling good..... then it went downhill =)

2004-06-24T07:58:00.000-07:00

Hei people. This is kinda my first entry. Yeah!! Feeling really tired right now. But that was all different in the morning. Today i woke up feeling as if I lost something very dear to me. Maybe its because I am missing my dear very very much. All I know is that the feeling hurts alot. It feels as if there is a huge void in my heart. It was terrible. So I then decided to write it on one of my comments on my dear's blog. After writing it, my feelings just suddenly switched to a very happy mode because after writing those stuff, I realised that I am super lucky to have someone in my life, still behind me, loving me. What did I do to deserve it you might ask? I truly have no idea. From that point on, life became super sweet. Felt so very awake after that and from that point on, I felt so very refreshed. Today was the best day I had in weeks following the start of the project. So I decided to milk this feelings to its fullest potential because I don't know when this feeling may come again. The first thing I did was to publish a comment on my dear's blog but then it didn't get loaded. But I was ok about it as nothing can trouble me when I am this high. Then I decided to send Jas a mushy sms. Then in the train, I sent her another one. Hehe. Don't know why but I think I was as hyper as Jas herself. I didn't know she was coming to school for a meeting so when she called me like an hour or two later during which I was doing my experiment, I told her I was busy and would call her back soon. But apparently my sweetie was waiting outside my lab, ready to see me. Feeling so guilty now. I wish I could replay the whole incident again. This time I would do it right. So very sorry dear. I truly didn't know. Hmmm.... what happened next ah? Oh ya, I then had lunch with the PALs again. Was really glad to see my sweetie there. My silly piggy was having her hair braided by Pris but then because of some "technical" difficulties, Jas's head look as if it had expanded 2inches. Soon after lunch, Leon and me brought the PALs excluding my dearie, for a tour of my labs. Nothing much to show them. Kinda boring place man. Sorry guys. One day, we will try to get some sodium, a highly reactive substance that will explode in contact with water, so that we can explode the lab. hehe. From then on, everything went downhill. I had a meeting for the orientation. Meetings have a thing to just drain my energy even if I am not doing anything. Came home at 730 and proceeded to do my work before I finally can have dinner at 930. But by then, I already had gastric problems coming up. Now I am sitting here typing this with a bloated stomach. Haha. Waiting for my dearie to call. Maybe she thinks I am asleep. Maybe I should call. But nuts my brother is now using the home phone to talk with his gf. My hp is out, cos today i had to call tons of ppl. Oh well, I'll just have to wait. Don't care. I am not sleeping till I get to talk to her. Yes i know, I am really a spoilt brat but its just that I miss her so very much. What else happen eh? oh ya there are 2 more things. One is that on the train, one of my friends was trying to scare me by saying that the length of time couples stay together is propotionate to the length of time they know each other. To that I replied with a "BULLSH*T". Well if that was true, then my mum and dad must have known each other for like 25 years or even longer before they get married. It just doesn't make sense. Jas, I don't care, I am staying by your side if possible till the end of time. Then he/she proceeded by saying jokingly, "I pity Jasmine. She has a really horrible bf." To that i replied, yes its true. I am lousy. But i know for a fact that i am trying my hardest and i am putting my all in this relationship. The next incident was that I finally get to see my "daughter". She is the same old irritating person who likes to act cute. No lah she is really a very nice person. Jas always protects her well. So i can't bully her. Well that is all. I really am tired now. Guess i will go now. Time to call Jasmine. Here i go. Nite ppl. LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH DEAR!

Starting up

2004-06-22T08:15:00.000-07:00

Hei there peeps! Testing only. Relax and stay tuned!